so it's very freak'n hot tonight, and i have a horrible ant problem!
currently, i am trying to piece together a website, but man it's a bitch!  at least when you expect to go smoothly.  which never happens, and, of course my dsl is out.  couldn't pay the bill, so i'm forced to deal with the slowest internet connection ever!
not only that but my vice of choice is sculpting,( movie monster's, character prototypes, and models) so one might imagine just how foreign digital media is.  what's even weirder is when i am bouncing back and forth between the two i confuse their properties.  which sucks when i am working in the clay,and  my first reaction is edit- undo when i roally screw up. and then i realize aWWWWWw fuck!  

any how, in regaurds to this little site (channelingelfman.com),  i've come up with a couple of characters and the concept is that they all lead these unmedicated lives in which they are in search of some  sort of higher power.  just as god to catholics, or just as nothing to the atheists, elfman is to these characters. and just as Jerry lewis to jerry's kids or sally struther's to the save the children foundation, I am their telathon hosting and benefit raising spokesperson. much like sally or jerry, i am devoted and disillussioned into believing that a cure or a hamburger lies just behind the corner.

okay, maybe it sound's  a little hoakie.  tonight, is the first time the idea made it into a realm out side my head!  maybe it needs a lot of thinking, and working out. but not to worry, if one could compare the time length it is going to take to achieve this goal, with evolurion, i would be in the larva stage right now.  which might explain this whole journal entry which really tries to have this outstanding purpose, but is nothing more than pulsating and oozing brain puss.  yummy,...wanna lick?